Change and be changed（My Way一等獎作品）
[ 2007-06-18 15:27 ]
"My Way"征文大賽一等獎作品 作者：對外經(jīng)貿(mào)大學(xué)國際經(jīng)濟貿(mào)易學(xué)院 王晨菲
World has pioneers, pioneers that wanted to change the world.
They
were no scientists, inventors or politicians; they were special ones who were
considered as pioneers for being rebellious, radical and totally
different.
In their opinions, the world turned a vast horrible grinding
machine, into which what was fresh and bright and pure was pushed at one end, to
come out old and crabbed and wrinkled at the other. So they seemed reluctant to
accept the realities of living a boring life; they might repeatedly ask
questions like: "What do I live for？" and "Am I satisfied with my position in
the socio-economic hierarchy？"；they were governed by overwhelmingly strong
emotions--the longing for love，the search for truth and justice， and unbearable
pity for the suffering of mankind.
They fought stability, for they deemed
life deeply and fundamentally about change. In that case, they looked at the
rising sun, feeling the whole world throbbing and seeing within this brilliant
orb the options, the possibilities, the potential--all these of
change.
So they were pioneers who wanted to change the world. That's why
we had John Lennon, Kurt Cobain and guys like Mark Redon in the film Train
spotting. These people proved that to change the world meant changing its mode
of thinking rather than merely changing the outer presentation. And they really
did it. They protested the injustice, conducted personal independence; they let
their voices be heard, their minds be read, their names be spread; their ideas
so disobedient that the mediocre could hardly catch, their thoughts so ideal
that no mortal soul could reach. They brought fresh air to those living in muggy
houses; they were like firework that once in its time flashed heavenward.
Meteor-like, it blazed for a moment and lit within its singularity the whole
world beneath.
But they were just like meteor. Extreme may make a good
story, yet moderate satisfies the public. Those pioneers' spirits were bound to
be covered with snow of cynicism and ice of pessimism, and the night of sordid
commonplace life closed in around light and, the burned-out case, falling back
to earth, lay useless and uncared for, slowly smoldering into ashes. So little
by little, they decided to make the ultimate choice--to accept the world. They
began to leave the former extreme thoughts behind; they commenced busily running
for ordinary life; they turned concerned with everyday trifles. Sometimes when
they looked back, they might even make mockery of being such pioneers and sneer
at the so-called cynicism and pessimism!
A poet once said, "If we cannot
change the world, we can at least change our life in order to live more freely."
People may take this as a proof of tragedy for pioneers, because in the end they
turned against what they pursued originally and had to accept it without
alternatives. However, it is not the truth. The truth is, those ones have
gradually been affected by the good of this world of which they themselves were
not aware. In the point of fact, the world is such a wonderland for all
creatures that we have nothing to lose but everything to gain. It is full of
kindness, love, beauty, and hope……all that deserve our pursuit. Chances are that
the pioneers who were in the very beginning antagonistic and cynical were just
encumbered by the darkness and thus ignorant to the sunlight. But absolutely the
sun is so predominant that the shadow or dark is only merely relative to be an
accident of intervention. Hence, the cynicism and pessimism turned out childish,
even boring, for it is easier to suspect than to believe: to believe that
something beautiful really exists; to believe that man can enjoy happiness that
life brings; to believe that it definitely pays providing that we make
efforts.
So this is the truth.
As the saying goes, "Man is a born
child; his power is the power of growth." This applies to all men without
exception. The pioneers would begin to breathe; they would outgrow their
distrust, prejudice as well as ambition of changing the world. Yet the
world-changing campaign didn't end up with failure, instead, it helped the
counter culturists make their own changes.
World has pioneers, pioneers
that wanted to change the world but finally learnt to accept the world and were
changed in return. This is not a tragedy, this is the truth.
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